ang gusto kong isigaw ngayon!

Ma'am, ayaw ko na po magpa-renew! Napapagod na po ako dito; di na po ako masaya sa nangyayari. Feeling ko, nate-take for granted ako; as if I do not have any value at all. Nade-demoralize po ako, at napakasakit nun, given the kind of loyalty I've been giving you. Mahal ko po kayo talaga, but this time, masyado nang nade-destroy ang aking persona, and i don't think that's healthy. Sayang, willing pa naman ako to support you all the way, kung sana lang po kahit konti, nakita ko na you're giving me even the smallest consideration. Kaylangan ko rin po nun, Ma'am. Meron din po kasi akong mga needs. I'm sorry. But I honestly hope you are, too.